So . . .

Tuesday night I didn't got to sleep at all, which isn't something altogether very remarkable. The remarkable part is that I didn't tell anyone. Not like I usually do, where I end up slipping and at least telling my friends when they complain to me about being so tired yesterday. But I didn't say a single thing, and silly or misplaced as it might sound, I'm proud of myself. To be able to keep that to myself, well, I've just never done that before.

Maybe you're wondering how I fared after a night without sleep. I didn't do so bad. There was a bit of a shaky point in second period, when my physics teacher was teaching the next lesson, I had the hardest time keeping my eyes focused. But for the most part, I didn't have any issues. It also probably helps that I left for the second half of the day to decorate a christmas tree for Key Club to raise money for families and children that need it. It was a lot of fun. Our tree had a Frosty the Snowman theme, so we gave it a black (short) tophat, a plastic carrot nose, some funky ornaments for eyes, and long, silver and glitter covered arms. It was a pathetic tree. It doesn't help that it was only a scraggly little six footer. A lot of us came out of that (all six, including me) with an unseen vision. The tree didn't look like what we had imagined, it looked more . . . odd. I'll post the picture whenever I get one, so don't worry, you'll get to see.

Last night, when I finally got home at eight, I sat on my bed (bad idea) and started doing my math homework. I think I got through about four or five very long problems when I started dozing off without realizing it. When I started writing down the next problem, I fell asleep halfway through the problem and then writing down, I would assume, whatever it was that I was dreaming (which happened twice yesterday) So you see the beginning of a math problem, and at the end about four scribbled words that don't really make sense. That happened to me in first period yesterday as well, which was odd. I "fell" asleep and started dreaming of people sneaking into a window or something, opened my eyes, and I had written something about "window sneaking into trail" in pretty illegible writing. *laughs* I might have to experiment with this some other time. It intrigues me. But anyway, after falling asleep over my math homework at least ten times, I decided I would take a nap (though I still had about four assignments left to do, which are due today) and woke up at one o'clock. So, that was shot down.

I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I have a test fifth, and all the assignments are due by the end of class. Crap. I've screwed myself, so I'm almost thinking I'll skip that class. I've never done that before. I cringe even at the thought, I'm not sure if I could execute such a thing. *wimpers* I brought it on myself, but honestly, I'm not sure what else I could have done.

And now I honestly have to get ready for school before I lose the nerve and decide to skip. That would be very nice. . . but I'm sure my friend would kick my ass. *sighs* Why does she have to act like a grown-up? Sometimes it's so bad that I actually feel reprimanded. *laughs*