Bitch.

My mom is being such a bitch tonight. Well, that's every night, but right now she's really pissing me off.

She wants me to hurry up and finish my research paper for English, a paper worth nearly 200 pts, so that she can chat online with a bunch of fucking idiot guys who are saying that they 'love' her after one or two times chatting online. Is she fucking crazy?!!? When I told her that One: it's my computer, and TWO: I'm doing homework and she's not, she says "I've had to raise you guys, it's time for me to have a life. Do I not get to have a life?" Are you fucking kidding me?!? Does she want me to have an A in this class, or a goddamn C?

I could just rip her head off, scream to oblivion. She's such a fucking child, she acts like she's thirteen, and this computer is her goddamn world. She doesn't even know these fucking, gold-digging people. That's all they are. Goddamnit!!!

Can you tell I'm a little pissed off?! This is why I can't stand to be here anymore. I don't have a parent, I have a child I have to take care of. And it's always about her, isn't it? "I don't have a life, do I not deserve one?" I just want to get on the goddamn computer to do my fucking homework when she's been on all day, literally, chatting. Petulant, spoiled, immature, childish bitch. And you know what? The only reason she's still talking to these guys, though she knows they only want the money she doesn't have, is because they're flattering her, making her feel better, so she continues talking to them, hogging the computer, sitting here getting my keyboard all full of crumbs and shit. (!!!!!?LKE#$JNM@#$*&A%&@_+!!!) Why do I have to have a child for a mother?

I really hope I get my own laptop for christmas, because I cannot share a computer with her anymore. I'm not even getting to use my own computer. If I want to use it, I have to get on after 11 o'clock, or before 6:30 in the morning. Seriously. This needs to stop. And she really needs to grow up.