I have no energy.
No energy to type, no energy to think.
My nerves are knotting themselves, squeezing and spasming and tangling at random, painful moments. The knots in my shoulders, my neck, my head. It was worst, today, when I was in Latin last period. It was painful.
Do they call these tension headaches. I wouldn't. I'd call them something else, because this is happening all over my body. And my throat hurts, though I doubt I'll get sick. I never do when I want to. My heart is beating next to a needle, every beat hurts. My lungs are shallower, I can't breathe deep enough anymore, even if I concentrate and try.
Right now, my head simply aches, and I have absolutely no energy in my muscles, nothing. Nothing to use. But I have homework, and I've promised, no, swore to myself I'd do it. I did some last night. I really did.
But I have to tonight. So I need to conserve what little I have left and quit typing.
More on Sunday or Monday perhaps, as I'm staying at L's house tomorrow. That might be a mistake, but at least we'll get some writing done. Possibly more applications.
My MP3 is dead at the moment. I have to wait for it to charge. I'm not being patient.
But I have to go before my shoulders and neck spasm again.
Love and whatever else is out there. I'm still in a good mood, just tired and ready to cry, if that makes any sense. :D
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