Damn.

I have school tomorrow. Start of term. Last one before I'm done. Last one.

That sounds so final, doesn't it? Yes, it does, very much. *takes deep breath, eyes go wide*

I think my jaw just dropped. I think I got all A's this semester. I think I actually did. I'm shocked, surprised, and a little guilty. Why? You wonder, I know. In Math, I sit next to two other girls who are also attempting Valedictorian, and on Friday, after class, one of them was crying. I really, really hope she can get an A in this class, or I won't talk about my grades one more time until the very end. At least to her, or around her. God. That's awful, isn't it? One class, one semester, to ruin all your hopes and all you've worked for for three and a half years. Everything, destroyed. It's a terrible thing.

On the other side of this all. Um, something bright to write about . . . damn.

I need to think, I need to sleep, I have school tomorrow. I need to sleep.

Good night. :)

Yes, night. Now. *sighs* My dreams to comfort me and nothing more. But I'm still happy, I think. Maybe. I'll find out tomorrow, won't I? I will.

Yes. Good night.