Better, isn't it?

I feel light, right now. So . . . free. Lol.

My mind is focused on "PS I Love You." You know the movie? (It makes me a little bit melancholy, but that's okay.)

Well, I'm listening to the soundtrack (which is all fabulous music).

And the song 'More Time' by Needtobreathe is what I've been listening to with a lot of favoritism. Lol. Odd way to say that. In other words, I really like this song. As well as 'If I ever leave this world alive' by Flogging Molly. Great song as well.

Anyway. Starting the lengthy research on my book, now. Rented a huge, heavy stack of books from the library earlier today. Now, time to sift through it all. Fun stuff (no, not really sarcastic, kind of serious actually). And it would be even more fun if I didn't have to take such a long time to read it. I wish I read faster. *sighs* Oh well.

Alright. Now, I'm going to get off the computer and either a) sleep, or b) read and then fall asleep on my bed. Lol. I'm thinking probably the former, but who knows in life?

Like, did I expect U. to come out and start dating one of my friends (who I'm going to college with in the fall)? Or, did I expect M. to post a note on facebook saying he has (and I quote exactly) "fallen too hard and too fast for someone" that he has known only "for a very short time, weeks in fact." I mean, I knew he didn't really like me, but wow. Plus, there goes Mr. Inarticulate spouting what could morph into agonized, unrequited love poetry quite easily. Makes me feel rather, well, put out. I guess. I mean, I don't like him, but I can't help feeling like a two-year old, throwing a little temper tantrum, stamping my foot and shouting "Why couldn't I have made him do that?!" Lol. Sad.

But, things are resolved this way, which is what I wanted. And I'm happy for it.

Now, I can get on with focusing on my life, and getting things done.

YES!

Lol. Ta!

Drunken Lullabies - Flogging Molly (don't ya just love them?) ;)