Today.

I want to write, but I don't know what to say.

I know that, right now, if I do write something it will come out full of all the bad emotions, nothing pleasant to read. I can't even express what I'm feeling at the moment, it is beyond irritation, beyond anger, beyond anything. If I close my eyes, I can imagine doing something truly violent, my hands want to clench over the keyboard, my jaw feels like it will crack from trying to keep from screaming at everyone around me. If I don't escape this, I don't know what I'll do. Pull my hair out, jump up and down like a toddler, just bash my fist against the wall. I can't even fathom why I'm so blasted angry at the moment, but I am.

Perhaps tomorrow I'll have something more sensible to post. And this day started out so peaceful. *sighs*