Medicine? Ha.

I just heard from Brock today. He's been in the field for a couple of days, and has another week to go, but the new promotion points came out for February. He made points for sergeant. I'm very proud of him. He has a leadership mentality, once you get past his attitude at least lol.

This also means that we will definitely be moving after this semester finishes, possibly sooner or later. He hasn't been able to get information on the MOS he will be re-classing to, since he's in the field.

On other news, today sucks. And for no reason either. I just have no motivation for any of my homework. I went through a year without Brock, but a couple days still makes me sad. Retarded. Though my forgetting to take my medicine might have something to do with it.

I hate my brain.

Some songs?

Hm.

It's Time by Imagine Dragons
Trouble by Taylor Swift (despite my dislike of her, some of her songs get to me, yippee.)
White Dress by Parachute
I Will Wait by Mumford and Sons

Damn emotions, and fuck caring. I don't want to today. I just keep letting myself get hurt by my own thoughts.

But Brock is in the field, so I have no one to talk to right now. Unless you count my dog, or my cat. They're not very conversational. So I talk on here, to myself.

Chocolate and alcohol sound great right now. But then there is the homework I have. Or perhaps I can just immerse myself in reading, or writing, or music. Which is what I'm doing now.

*rolls eyes* Screw this shit. I'm out.