Another down.

Another computer down, how many more to go?

Yes, thanks to my mother, I've now lost another computer to a damn virus. And this wouldn't bother me so much, except that, she keeps doing this. She keeps talking to random guys on the internet and letting them convince her to download such and such program onto the computer that she absolutely doesn't need. And I'm sick and tired of losing all of my files because of it. I mean, she really pisses me off.

*takes a deep breath*

Thus the reason why I haven't posted on here in a week. Thus the reason why I spent all but four hours on Saturday sleeping, and why I went back to bed a 8 o'clock last night. And I didn't even have my music to drown everything else out with. My MP3 got the virus a while ago, so I can't use it. My radio doesn't like to play about 70 percent of all the CDs I'd like it to. My god, I'm trapped in this house, aren't I? I don't have my computer, and I have no way to get out of here for another four months.

I just, I can't live with people who live like this. My mother, my sister, they just don't get it. And they can't stand to see me do something with my life, they have to continually drag me down. It's exhausting and tiring, and I can't fight this anymore without becoming pissed off. I hate living with them. I can't stand it. I can't surround myself with this kind of selfishness, this oblivious, consuming selfishness. It's too much for me. Stuck in a rut, they try and drag me down with them, over and over again.

*sighs*

I'm going to start a different post. I went to bed incensed last night, I don't feel like starting today in a hopeless mood as well.