I'm Not Who I Was by Brandon Heath

Today, I will simply post the song, "I'm not who I was" by Brandon Heath.
I believe this song exemplifies (for some reason I like that word lately) a little of my feelings about my past, and how I see me today.

I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was.

I used to be mad at you
A little on the hurt side too
But I'm not who I was.

I found my way around to forgiving you
Some time ago
And I never got to tell you.

I found us in a photograph
I saw me and I had to laugh
You know I'm not who I was.

You were there you were right above me
And I wonder if you ever loved me
Just for who I was.

When the pain came back again
Like a bitter friend
It was all that I could do
To keep myself from blaming you.

I'm thinking it's a funny thing
I figured out I could say
Now I'm not who I was.

I write about love and such
Maybe cause I want it so much
I'm not who I was.

I was thinking maybe I
Should let you know
That I am not the same
But I never did forget your name.

Hello.

And the thing I find most amazing
In amazing grace
Is the chance to give it up
Maybe that's what love is all about.

I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was.