Saturday, February 9, 2013

Stay away from the Silence (it's a dangerous thing).

I don't really have anything to say. But I don't want to lapse into a long silence on my blog again, because writing on here encourages me to think through everything more.

Mostly, I've been writing a lot on my HPFF, and the simple act of writing makes me happy. Maybe one day that will translate over to my book, but right now I'm starting to wonder if I just want to scrap the whole thing. I feel like it's so dull, like there's no life in it. Sure, there's action, but that's completely different from energy.

Today I finally "get" to do actual tax preparation. None of the intake or review. Preparing taxes. Hopefully I'm not so nervous that I can't type. I don't want to look like an idiot, especially since I know that I can type between 64 and 75 words per minute.

On Thursday I got a 'stress buster massage' courtesy of my amazing husband. It was absolutely fantastic. I have a lot of knots and tension in my neck, shoulders, and back - the lady had to dig her elbow in just to try to loosen them up. Plus, Brock got me three of them. So, when I'm no longer sore from this one, I shall be scheduling another one to further de-knot my shoulders.

Well, my house is a mess, my organization is shot to hell, and I'm tired. But, my story (in my opinion at least) is doing fantastically, and my depression medicine is working (along with the vitamins I'm taking, you'd be surprised how much those help with your mood). So, overall, I would say things are great - besides not getting to spend as much time with my husband as I would like.

So, I'm going to skedaddle. Oh, and something my Zumba teacher told us that is a good breakfast to eat (she's also a nutritionist), is 2 pieces of whole wheat toast, with peanut butter, cinnamon, and banana on top. Now I've tried that whole Elvis peanut butter and banana sandwich thing, and I wasn't a big fan, but this is actually pretty good. And it makes me full. So, I've been won over. :)

Anyway, this early in the morning, the only thing I'm listening to is a bunch of (in my opinion) goodies. So, no new songs to write.

Ta for now!

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