I am a broken record. I feel like I'm set on repeat, and the things which I said I would stop doing I can't seem to. I'm still thinking about my past. I'm still grasping for air, knocking on a door that's been closed for quite a while.
I am a bullheaded ox and (just like the single-mindedness of my wonderful fur-child Zulu) I refuse to give up on something.
Can someone reach through the computer and smack some sense into this thick skull of mine?
No means no. To quote a favorite Disney movie of mine, Hercules:
"They think 'no' means 'yes' and 'get lost' means 'take me I'm yours'" - Meg.
Perhaps C. will transfer all of my emails to the spam folder so she doesn't have to read the same drivel over and over again. I wouldn't blame her.
But, as stupid as I know it is for me to continue trying, I can't help it. I have to.
To quote a song by Coldplay (Fix you):
". . . if you never try you'll never know."
I guess I'm trying to live without regret. Though maybe it's coming across more annoying. It can't be helped. I have to try.
Anyway, this post was originally meant to be one sentence "I am a broken record," but I couldn't stop my mind from thinking.
Good night all.
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