So I'm sitting here, waiting. I have to leave in half an hour. Then, I have an interview. I feel a bit in shock at the moment. I have an interview. It's repeating over and over in my head, I have an interview. I - Damn.
Eyes wide. I've never really had an interview, but I know I'm not comfortable in these situations. It's like, I'm pretty sure I won't make a fool of myself, but can I be confident enough to not stumble over my answers to whatever he asks me? What if I truly don't know the answer?
*takes deep breath* You know what? Oh well. Let's not worry. Straight back, confident smile, we're good. Nothing to worry about. It's not the end of the world, it's not the impending-end of the world, I'll live through this however it comes out to be. It matters none whether I fuck it up or not, because life will continue and I will continue, and nothing will be the worse for wear. Yeah, and you know what? I think I believe it.
*sighs* Thank god.
Half an hour, and what to do? Hmm. Drink a glass of white grape and raspberry juice, read some more of my book, and relax. It's not the end of the world. And why does it always take me so long to figure that out? *smiles, rolls eyes* Because I'm obstinate. Lol. Yeah, right.
I'm allowed to be blind sometimes, aren't I?
*sighs again* I need to read a book about Eleanor of Aquitaine, or Bess of Hardwick, or someone of that nature. Someone strong.
Hm. Well, time to go, in any case. I cannot linger forever. :D
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