Brock will be home in a few days, but I find that my mood has deteriorated quite a bit.
I'm starting to see a direct correlation between my depression and his absence. I'm not talking him going to work during the day, or anything silly like that. I'm talking prolonged absences - like the field.
My medicine works just perfectly when he's at home, but when he's gone - it loses its effectiveness. This is a very frustrating fact, especially because my depression can get quite bad at times. Even to the point of affecting me physically. It's bloody ridiculous.
Another is that we STILL don't know where we'll be moving. He wants to talk to the recruiter when he gets back - to see what's available still. This makes planning things like school a very difficult (no, impossible) thing to do.
Anyway - I'm not in the mood for writing/talking.
Songs (thanks to Pandora):
Rock and Roll - by Eric Hutchinson
Collide (acoustic version or otherwise) by Howie Day
Have a day. . . . preferably more enjoyable than mine.
Ta for now.
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